LOVE matters

roachy · 10CM - nurse bassist

RE: LOVE matters

Twisted Hate · Vagabond Pugilist

You're assuming too much and putting too much heart into something so simple. She just wants another friend, that is all.

s2chard · KONOHA VILLAGE - Jounin

biggrin paano ko ba i-share ito? di ko alam kung lesson ba ito or something na wag na lang pansinin. ka opisina ko bale yung girl, ah wait lady. nakipagkaibigan ako sa kanya and to my surprise, siya lang ang sobrang naka-appriciate sa pagiging sweet ko sa mga friends ko. ayaw ko sanang maging close sa kanya pero nakipagsabwatan ata ang oras at pagkakataon kaya medyo madalas kaming nagkakasama. sobrang dalas na naging kampante na siya sa akin. sige na nga aminin ko na, nahulog ang loob ko sa kanya. "TOTOO ANG MAGIC". here's the funny part. One time ng ayusin niya ang buhok niya sa may bandang tenga niya tapos tumingin siya sakin ng nakangiti. BOOM!!! may music and everything seems magical. starting that day "nagpacute" na ako sa kanya. kaso huli ko ng malaman na may nanliligaw din pala sa kanya. at inamin niya sa akin na mahal niya yung guy. ayaw ko sanang umamin kaso lahat halos ng friends ko tinutulak na umamin ako. ayaw ko talaga. kino-consider ko yung friendship namin. pero lahat sila tinutulak ako. at totoo pala na nag-eemit ng love aura ang mga taong in love. hehehe sabi ng supervisor ko and even yung admin samin, kapag nakikita nila ako, parang may rainbow daw sa mga mata ko. ako nga daw si mr. sunshine aside sa ang last name ko ay araw.

Feb 14, it's now or never. alam ko na mahal niya yung guy pero tinuloy ko pa rin ang pag-amin ko sa kanya. binigyan ko sya ng flowers sa V-Day, PERSONALLY. Nagmukha akong katawa-tawa sa office. Imagine a guy your ofiicemate may dalang bouquet. But for her, it's the sweetest thing a guy can ever do. Oh di ba, score!!! kaso Hanggang doon na lang yun. Natapos ang araw na yun lang yun. Friends lang talaga. We promised na di magbabago ang friendship. Pero ang environment at surroundings na rin ang nagbigay ng reason kung bakit kami nagbago sa isa't isa. She is the only person that almost took my heart away. Buti na lang naagapan ko, may natira pa.

Walang reason para magtampo at magalit. Wala din reason para magselos. But the most stupid thing na nagawa ko para sa kanya ay i-confront yung guy face to face. Ano nga ba sabi ko, "Kuya___ wag na wag mong iiwan sa ere si ___. Ako sasalo sa kanya kapag nangyari yan." Ngayon medyo binabangungot ako sa sinabi kong yun. Hahaha... Never did I expect na magagawa/masasabi ko yun.

Eto yung part na talagang ngayon di ko matanggap at siguro di ko na maiintindihan. Masyadong daw akong naging mabuting kaibigan to the point na ang tingin sa akin ay kaibigan na lang. well, siguro sila alam nila kung ano yun. sakin, ewan ko. may nagsabi pa sakin na wag daw akong masyadong maging "mabuting kaibigan". damn! yun yung nagpagulo sa isip ko.

naku tama na to. pasensya na po sa haba ng post ko. minsan lang naman po ito, pagbigyan niyo na ako. hehehe... biggrin biggrin biggrin

eastydie · Fagazi's Advocate

Hehehe.. first time kong nakabasa ng mahabang post! dito pa sa thread na to. MIGADS. hehehe..

s2chard: oh well, its a Glen story. its either na chicken'ed out ka or baka she is not really your golden child or whatever.. kasi if she were, then why not give up pride and admit that you are falling or better yet why not take the risk. dba?
baka you're just fond of her. there's a pretty thin line separating those two. and that musical instrument you heard at the background when she smiled at you, maybe it was something else like Enya or any mp3 song from one of your officemates. Do I sound harsh? Maybe. hahaha! Sorry bout that, point is, maybe fate has a different extravaganza for you. and you just picked a wrong straw. MAYBE. But its true, you are nice and its just weird that she doesnt get that you like like her when you gave her those flowers. aww

Clueless · Beerkadet

salamat po sa mga nag reply.

Clueless · Beerkadet

Waah! bakit ganito?!?! I dont know what I feel, I dont know what to do. nag response na cia sa msg ko noon, but all I get is this "take care n lng mr. cervantes" if she's sincere in saying sorry, then why would she not talk to me. isa pa, pinaparingan ko siya sa shout out ko sa friendster, now, nagpalit din siya shout out, mukhang may pinaparingan, though hindi ko alam kung ako ba un or not, e2 sabi, "lyf must go on!but my hart can't move on!!haha" aamin ako a part of me hopes na ako nga pinatatamaan nito. nalilito lng talaga ako sa feelings ko now. sa mga nangyayari, I relly would like to see her, and speak with her, and there is a part of me that hopes to start over. then again, I have a girl, and she loves me so, and I know I love her, but why do I feel this way? nakhalata na nga din siya, peo she has complete faith in me na ndi ko siya iiwan kahit na alam na niyang may nararamdaman pa din ako para doon sa isa. waaah! nalilito na ko!

twistedkai · Carpooler

Tsk.. as what Popoy once said..

" You had me at my best, she had me at my worst, and yet you chose to break my heart."

Why yearn for someone who doesn't have feelings for you, if you're with someone who you say, you love and who loves you as well?

s2chard · KONOHA VILLAGE - Jounin

salamat sa reply... medyo harsh pero sometimes kelangan lang talaga mauntog ang isang tao para malaman magising.

medyo career mode muna ako. biggrin biggrin biggrin

roachy · 10CM - nurse bassist

hehee life has its ups and downs... there are also times that God or kung cno man ung inyong pinaniniwalaan e may pnpalan sumthing great for you.. it may not be happening yet or maybe happening right now...still you have to be thankful for everyday na lng. :D tama?

bugoytheman · Pseudo Ponderer

Clueless: i understand you. However, sometimes, no matter how good looking a person is...even if he or she is the nicest person in the whole wild world, we can't deny the fact that if the person doesn't like you, he/she doesn't like you.

Sometimes, a person will just make a justification out of his/her choice of ditching someone (i.e, "you're a jerk" or "you're creepy" or you are this and that, etc...)...but the bottom line? He/she doesn't like that person anymore, no more...no less...

Yes, the hurt is there. the longing is there. Tears will surely fall. However, we should make an effort to move on. Time flies even if we stop and just sit down.

After all, hindi ka naman siguro ginugulo na ng tao, or hindi ka naman sinisiraan sa iba, hindi ka naman siguro pinamukhang pinakamasamang lalaki...or hindi ka naman natanggal sa isang institution na kung saan lumaki ka dahil sa kanya (parang ako yun ah...hehehehe).

At least you can say to yourself that you know and experienced how to love a person.

What matters is what you have learned from that relationship (in an open minded way nga lang...not a biased way).

about the "parinig" thing, let's not jump quickly. Let the "parinig" go on and on.

bugoytheman · Pseudo Ponderer

by the way, you said you have a girl now? Does the girl that you are with love you? Ok, if you still love the girl and yet you are with someone, isn't it unfair for the current gal in your life?

Azaka · Introvert In The Process

I wuv you all

bowen · Beerkadet

just this morning, she called it quits. she flunked the bar and went to california. and that really hurts

kuya_jot · mr. guitaristic

Ping medina (in tulad ng dati) once said:

"What are you going to do if you lost something? You try to find it..
What if you cant find it? You try to replace it?
What if its irreplacable? You try to forget about it..
But what if you cant find it, you cant replace it and you cant forget it?
That is the time that you need to Accept it..."

I think it applies to those love problems..
Somethings in life must be renewed or sometimes, must be totally changed..
The pain is there, but at the end of the day, you're still alive, living in a free world with plenty of other people to know.

Clueless · Beerkadet

bugoy: yup my current gal loves me very much.
I did not get kicked from any institution because of her, but I got disowned by my parents because of her.
anyway thanks guys biggrin

-- Edited by Clueless at 17:25, 2008-04-02

twistedkai · Carpooler

bowen wrote:

just this morning, she called it quits. she flunked the bar and went to california. and that really hurts

If she can give you up because of her failings though it is not your fault, then she doesn't deserve you. Brutal but true.

bowen · Beerkadet

i deeply care for her, kai. i sniffed her pamangkin's hair one last time before saying good bye to them (para lang me memory ako how it smells like....she's 3 years old btw) her sister even cried. but that's life. it goes on

twistedkai · Carpooler

Clueless wrote:

Waah! bakit ganito?!?! I dont know what I feel, I dont know what to do. nag response na cia sa msg ko noon, but all I get is this "take care n lng mr. cervantes" if she's sincere in saying sorry, then why would she not talk to me. isa pa, pinaparingan ko siya sa shout out ko sa friendster, now, nagpalit din siya shout out, mukhang may pinaparingan, though hindi ko alam kung ako ba un or not, e2 sabi, "lyf must go on!but my hart can't move on!!haha" aamin ako a part of me hopes na ako nga pinatatamaan nito. nalilito lng talaga ako sa feelings ko now. sa mga nangyayari, I relly would like to see her, and speak with her, and there is a part of me that hopes to start over. then again, I have a girl, and she loves me so, and I know I love her, but why do I feel this way? nakhalata na nga din siya, peo she has complete faith in me na ndi ko siya iiwan kahit na alam na niyang may nararamdaman pa din ako para doon sa isa. waaah! nalilito na ko!

If I were you, I'd move on. If you say you're happy with the girl you're with right now, why look for someone else? Why yearn for a love that you, know for yourself is impossible to happen. Don't you think it's unfair for your girl that you're harbouring feelings for someone else?

-- Edited by twistedkai at 01:59, 2008-04-03

twistedkai · Carpooler

bowen wrote:

i deeply care for her, kai. i sniffed her pamangkin's hair one last time before saying good bye to them (para lang me memory ako how it smells like....she's 3 years old btw) her sister even cried. but that's life. it goes on

Aww.

bowen · Beerkadet

well, she met him as a best man in a wedding where she was the bride's maid. I NO LONGER SEE WEDDINGS THE WAY THEY USED TO. damn!!!!!!!!

twistedkai · Carpooler

Hmm. Parang wedding crashers lang ang dating.

One day you'd forget and forgive her for the pain that you're feeling right now. :)

eastydie · Fagazi's Advocate

@bowen: well. i never see weddings in any romantic way anyways so I cannot comment on that. Parang ginagawang bar nalng ung Weddings ah. what a way to meet new people. All I want to say, dude, is rant it out.. we all want to listen (or in this case, read).

*pats bowen at the back

bowen · Beerkadet

after seven bottles of beer (binilang nila eh) i was neither drunk nor tipsy. my friend suggested na ng valium. almost placed bets if i can go for 48. i think it was 42 when i slept. naidlip din, still wearing my shoes, jacket, shoulder rig with my piece, cap and all.

and no, i won't rant. not now...not anymore. acceptance comes with peace of mind.

you just have to take life's blows as they come as life goes on..... beautifully as it should be.

*hi-fives eastydie

geostat12 · Beerkadet

happily together... approaching 5 years already!

roachy · 10CM - nurse bassist

9 months ng single hahaha... darn i miss being with someone...

eastydie · Fagazi's Advocate

*hi-fives back at bowen (kudos!)

yani · BEERKADET

Kaka miss yung feeling na may special someone ka.

roachy · 10CM - nurse bassist

nakarelate ako kay glen dun sa 1st strip ng beerkada off campus... taragis... :(

i really miss being with someone special..

i miss the hugs...

the sweet nothings...

waaah darn...

bowen · Beerkadet

easy, roach. some things ain't worth the heart ache. savor solitude muna. read: SOLITUDE. solitude is about that peaceful feeling. as opposed to loneliness....where you would feel isolation.

yani · BEERKADET

Tama ka jan Bowen. Pero kaka miss pa rin yung may special someone