naasar ako sa mga text na ganito, "d2 na poh q.. san na poh b kau?? (smiley)"
i understand kung ung 'KO' ay ginagawang letter Q kasi nga dba, space. wat i dont get is the 'H' sa dulo ng mga PO o some words ending with a vowel. nakakasira ng araw..
anyways, what do you usually do when you have one of those days? stark RAGING MAD at something you cant point out. waht do they call that? - woke up in the wrong side of the bed?
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simply na badtrip ka lang at alam mo ang dahilan but you cant do something about it..
malay natin, we might try the things na ginagawa ng ibang tao dito..
my brother used to listen to LimpbIzkit's BREAKSTUFF. and he sang with it.. stress - relieving din un..
Il start.. I just walk it off. Provided its sunset or gabi na.. init kaya. so pag tinamaan ako ng topak, tinutulugan ko na lang. or be quiet the whole day. at pag andun pa, i walk it off.
gusto ko lang kasi ma try ung ibang ginagawa ng tao..sbi kasi ng kaibigan ko, masama daw pag ikimkim lagi. NAKS.. i might become a schizophrenic or something..
and besides, its nice to know lang..
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"A horse sh*t idea may be a piece of sh*t, but remember a horse's manure is one of the greatest fertilizers in the world!" ~ kath
yup masama talaga kaya nga pagnapuno ako explode... kawawa tuloy yung natapatan... ang kakainis eh naiiyak ako.
well eto mas positive na ginagawa ko... deep breathing exercise (promotes oxygen supply sa brain) para you can think clearly... especially kung nasa stressful situation pa din ako.
FAMILY - I sleep... I sleep... I sleep... no point in hiding my wallet... they can find it anyways FRIENDS - depende pa din kung sino AGENTS - I SHOUT @ THEM... jeez...
well i dont know, pero pag sa friends i dont show them that im mad...as in ndi ako marunong magalit...minsan tumatahimik lang..i rarely confront them....pag family, i dont show them that im mad...pag magisa na ko, you could tell that im amd kasi nanginginig ako...to the point na umiiyak na ko sa galit...may mahawakan lang ako na delicate object nasisira...kasi pinipigilan ko sarili ko...madalang lang ako maging ganun, and family ko palang nakagawa nun sakin...
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Pre-Duty-From-Pre-Duty-From...The days of the week are out of my vocabulary...I don't know what day today is, but i sure damn know my duty status...Welcome to clerkship...Sigh...
Break Stuff is also one o y favorite songs, but singing or listening to it doesn't do me any good.
I used to belong to a Fight Club, or at least that's what me and my friends used to call it. We were all Martial Artists of different styes but had a common trait: the love for P&PRPGs.
We've gone our separate ways now, although I do keep in touch with one of them through DeviantArt. I haven't dislocated a limb or had one of my pressure points exploded since those days.
I've returned to being implosive. Too bad for the people who'll make me reach that point.
Implosion is the key. Well, for me. But you will see me punching walls when I am near the limit. And that's cue to get away.
Mostly I escape by playing...Fight Night Round 3. I've gone quite good with the game. I used to knock people out in the first or second round, but when I am angry I don't go for the quick win...
kapag napakabigat sa loob, tinataklob ko yung unan ko sa bibig ko tapos sisigaw ako. or inilalakad ko (like easty). lakad lang hanggang mapagod. kapag napakasakit sa loob, iniiyak ko. nanonood ako ng drama para tumulong sa pag-iyak ko. then tuloy tulog. hirap matulog kapag masama loob mo. kapag pedeng itolerate, tinatawanan ko.
my mom knows kapag nagalit ako ng sobra. nagkakasakit ako, it's either my migraine, hyperacidity, or my may sinusitis ako.
mas prone sa heart attack kapag kinikimkim ang sama ng loob.
If possible, I distance myself from people. That way, I can avoid saying or doing stuff that I'll later regret. It's easy to claim temporary insanity afterwards, but the harm's been done.
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it is a common failing to miss the truth of the jest that is spoken in truth
i do OTs and be irate than the customers, i do sound3ps, i go to my agents house and smash my anger away on his drumset... i watch morning animes on TV, WINDOW shopping
i dunno.....m so stressed kaia most of the time nagagalit ako. harharhar. i remember one time...ung isa kong student, sinagot ako..bigla ba namang umakyat sa ulo ko ung dugo.....ayun...dinaan ko sa paghinga ng malalim kesa naman mag-nag ako d b?
kanina yung pc ko ang bagal. sa sobrang inis ko nirestart ko siya. kaso ang bagal pa rin. then pinagrest ko siya mga 5 minutes. pero sobrang bagal pa rin. sa sobrang galit ko pinatay ko siya. then lumabas ako ng office para magpalamig ng ulo sa labas. maya-maya galit na galit yung ka officemate ko bakit ko daw pinapatay yung pc ko eh kumkopya siya sa akin ng mga files tuloy na corrupt daw. so what happen next? sinigawan ko ng "get lost". ahhh... sana man lang minura ko siya. "get lost" arrrggghhh, pthetic.
Things I have done when I was stark raving mad (Which is once a week):
Break stuff
Shout. Inside the MRT.
Punish a punching bag to the point that there's blood on the damn thing
Smash in a car window
Get into a fistfight
Go to a timezone and proceed to pwn any version of Time Crisis (the more upset I am, the better I am with that game. I once finished TC 2 without dying once)
Strangle somebody
Trash my room
Cry
Lately, I've been able to keep my temper in check. It's an age thing, I guess. I usually keep something soft nearby so I can choke/strangle/main/destroy/annilate it for exactly 5 seconds. Then I'm okay.
ako naman i just do somebody nice like killing a rat with a pellet gun!!! (weird no?)
psychotic too.. hindi lang weird.. hehehe
pero okay lang un... i once watched a rat drowned sa basin ni Mama. i made that so-called "accident" happened.. hehehe.
astig nga pag tahimik ka then alam ng madla na badtrip ka.. they have this sense of cautious fear.. dati nga sa opis, i once posted a note sa monitor ko saying, "NOT A GOOD DAY, BAWAL BWISIT." that works!
hindi naman talaga kasi mapigil ang angst-driven day dba? its like trying to stop your heart from beating. all that matters is how you handle during those sh*ty days.. kaya maglagay ng WARNING signs..
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"A horse sh*t idea may be a piece of sh*t, but remember a horse's manure is one of the greatest fertilizers in the world!" ~ kath
yun nga ang masama rin sakin.. animal lover ako but o killed a rat! (animal din yun di ba?) so i stop killing innocent animal and people when i mad
killing innocent animal and PEOPLE when you're mad? PEOPLE?? humans? with limbs and torso and five fingers and thumbs people? hirap kaya linisin ung mess pag ganun..
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"A horse sh*t idea may be a piece of sh*t, but remember a horse's manure is one of the greatest fertilizers in the world!" ~ kath
Kapag galit ako, nilalabas ko ito sa pagmomonologue. Lumalayo na lang sa'kin ang mga tao dahil nagmumukha akong baliw. Sana nga ay hindi ako masyadong nakakasakit ng mga tao dahil minsan ay napapasigaw ako kapag kinakausap nila ako. Minsan ay, tulad ni eastydie, naglalakad ako.
Sa stress, nakikinig din ako ng mga energetic na tugtog. Kumakain din ako ng mga crunchy at mga matatamis.
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HELLO, I'M ICE. AND YOU ARE? http://adi.euro.tm - Well-written role-play, anyone?